Hey hey, I'm up and around. I've finally got some decent sleep the last 2 nights. Since I've gotten off my pain killers, I went into a bit of a withdrawl and couldn't get more then 3 hours of sleep a night for 4-5 days. Now I'm finally getting over that, and my energy is coming back. I feel like doing everything right now, but the doctors say to take it easy for a bit... I'm trying to make the most of the next couple days until I have chemo again on Monday.

I must say, although it is very early into my treaments this whole experience has been eye opening. My whole outlook on life, friends, and church are different and for the better. I used to take such things for granted, but when you get a scare like this, it really gets you thinking there's more to life, than just me and my day-to-day. Everyone has been very supportive and I feel blessed to be surrounded by such amazing people. I've tried to go to church a couple times, but it took a lot out of me, so i'm thankful for the technololgy of recording. I wish this condition upon no one else, but the things you realize when you go through it.... that I wish everyone could experience...